After the wonderful cream of crab soup I slurped up so
voraciously at the Lemon Leaf Café in Chestertown last week and after JR, the
owner and a friend, told me the recipe began as an old family one, I searched to
see if I could find an authentic recipe for cream of crab soup in one of my
many cookbooks, to establish a starting point for my own creative version.
Surprisingly, I didn’t have much success; most recipes were for “authentic” Maryland
crab soup, but all gussied up with unusual ingredients and none of the creamed
variety. But the search finally took me to a cookbook produced by the WSCS
(Women’s Society of Christian Service) of the Unity-Washington Methodist Church
in Hurlock, Maryland. It’s an old cookbook, one of my first, spiral-bound with
some of the spirals missing and with a green cardboard cover, smeared with the dried
remnants of ingredients used long ago. Probably created as a fund raiser for
the WSCS, I thought it the perfect place to find what I was seeking. But, alas;
there was no recipe for cream of crab soup. However, in perusing the seafood
section I discovered a recipe for tuna noodle casserole, like Ribbon Salad from
Mrs. Ira Brinsfield, or Apricot Bread from Mary Payne, attributed to Mrs. W. V.
Smith. Like Proust with his madeleine, dipped in tea and instantly returned to
his “things past,” I was immediately thrust back into 1962, when I came to
Baltimore from the Eastern Shore to work as a designer/salesman in the Designer
Gallery of The Bagby Furniture Company. I remembered all my fellow-salespeople:
John, tall and thin, with glasses always sliding down his nose, a man very good
with our dealer customers; Courtney, the somehow wayward – we never learned how
- brother of the owner of the firm, a man who liked to tell off-color jokes and
who blew his nose on a giant white handkerchief he always produced from his
pants pocket. There was also Miss Willey, a proper old-maid-school-teacher
type, with an incredibly correct posture and beautiful handwriting, who taught
me how to make a white sauce and to remember to always wash the remnants of egg
off my plates with cold water; hot water would only cook the eggs. And Schaffer
(as we all called her), with the heavy make-up, the dyed black hair, glued-on
fingernails and five-inch heels. Like Giada on the cooking channel, Shaffer was
Bagby’s sex appeal. She always wore a tight skirt and had great legs. And the
owner’s son, Hugh, who was so large we called him Huge (behind his back, of
course), a buffoon of a man, just smart enough to be surprisingly dangerous.
And I remembered the designer customers who brought their clients to me: Debby
Goodman, who always said, “fine; how are you?” before I’d even asked her how
she was; Emma Samuels, who lived in Temple Gardens and was married to a judge;
Gert Rocklin, with red hair and always perfectly groomed; and Florine Macks who
often absent-mindedly snapped her girdle to let a little air onto her thighs. I
loved them all. And I sold them, and their clients, a lot of furniture.
Seeing
the recipe also reminded me of my earliest attempts at cooking, making the dish
in my first apartment in Baltimore, a third floor walk-up in the 900 block of
Calvert Street where, spurred on by my latent talent for design, I installed
cork walls, Roman shades, felt-covered bookshelves, and a bar in the kitchen
made from unfinished bookcases bolted together and covered with blue burlap. The
top surface was laid with imperfect pieces of white marble originally destined
for occasional tables at Bagby but damaged in transit. It was also where I
enjoyed, and mourned, my first great love affair in a spectacular whirl of
light and color and sound, joy and tears, like none since then.
Reading
the recipe, I was so attracted to it that I checked my pantry to see if I had
all the ingredients and, except for the cream of mushroom soup, the potato
chips and the small can of LeSeur peas, things I would never normally eat now,
I had everything I needed. So after a trip to Eddie’s where I procured these essentials,
I created the casserole, complete with slabs of cheddar cheese layered on top
and some more, shredded and mixed with the crumbled potato chips. Although I
only made half a recipe, there was still far too much for one meal so I filled
two casserole dishes, baked one and put the other in the freezer. The casserole
dishes themselves – three in various depths, all nested together, white and
tan, with star designs on the outside, probably from Pyrex – came from my
brother and sister-in-law as a gift when I moved to Baltimore. I haven’t used
them in years, but never had the urge to toss them out. They’ve moved with me
from Calvert Street to University Parkway to Park Purchase to Maine to Saint
Martin’s Lane, back to Park Purchase on now on to The Fitz. They’re almost as
well traveled as I am.
I enjoyed my portion of tuna noodle
casserole at my dining room table, which started life as an old, round, oak,
farm table, given to me by my sister and brother-in-law as a start-up for my
new digs on Calvert Street. I remembered laboriously sanding down the top and
staining it with thinned white paint in an attempt to make it look like pickled
oak. Some years later, after Calvert Street, when I decided to put the green
marble on its top, I had to reinforce the base to hold the added weight.
Wouldn’t Barb and Wayne – if they were still with us – be surprised that such a
modest $15.00 item is now having its glamorous Cinderella moment?
Like Swann, in Proust’s epic saga, I
left something sweet and tender irrevocably behind in that first love affair on
Calvert Street, something I never recovered. Perhaps it was my awakening to the
freedom of sexual self-awareness, which once dawned, can never be
re-experienced. Or maybe it was my innocence, then lost and never recovered.
Life now seems faster and much more complicated. The Bagby Furniture Company
building, once bordered by decrepit and largely abandoned railroad sheds, now
has a resurrected life as an office complex, firmly planted between old Little
Italy and the new and fashionable Harbor East. Like the nearby President Street
Station, where Lincoln arrived on his way to becoming president, the Bagby
building seems an anachronism, slightly out of place, old but nestled now among
the new. Its modest shipping dock where I once parked my car now houses the
glamorous Fleet Street Kitchen, where today I might enjoy a seared tuna salad
or tuna tartar. How much my life has been altered, by, well, life. But some
things never change. The tuna noodle casserole was just as good as I remembered
it. Mrs. W. V. Smith lives on through her simple recipe. She would be so proud.
Phil Cooper
February 2014